DoorV







After an entire year without a single new drawing here on ricordium,
here comes DoorV,
Different from everything I have ever done before.
After the works on DoorIV, i realized I wasn't satisfied by the usual act of drawing like I was before: I needed something new, something more.

Still haven't found it though.. not even after all this time.
What you'll see here is just the first attempt
of change.







I was thinking:
maybe I should just 
and do as the Colors command me.

I did.

Then I was disgusted by the result.

Then now it's my favorite.
Maybe I'm just Ahead, of myself?










I hurt All Of You.

the story behind this is a painful One.

As always, all I'll leave is a song.
(but which one?)


This is for YOU: Chained Together











Start Anew

(from the past)

where is this from?








AlternaTinfinite

the very face from DoorIV's Infinite.
Only, from a new point of view: my new point of view at the time.
Every time it changes, as I do.







InterioriZe


always wondered what we were like, Inside.
And what's better than opening up, and see?








Just a Little bit more

the beginning of the past May it was..as I was 18.
About to turn 19, about to enter the Ending of the End.
Time flew too fast, too fast.
If I could just..
have
a little bit more.








Face in the Dust


this one is more an idea than a drawing:
as a result of a terrible failure, I burnt 
a paper on which a face I had just painted.
I then took out the dust and used it
to paint
a face.









"What's really out there"


My painting spot in my old house was just next to 
a winDoor, 
below all the people walking and passing by.
I asked myself what that was really
all about.















ButWhere, Flies?


Just colors, 
accidentally,
taking forms and then
with their newly forged bodies,
escaping.
But where?














Self-Portrait into the Blue







TheodorenCe Park - The moving Fortress


spending a day at the Park..
now, a year later, I look at this and see it
just like I do in my memories:
blurred, distant, 
Magical.








Look Orange


At the Beginning of the Last Year, I got
fixated on ClockWork Orange.
The first time I ever saw it, I had to watch it immediately afterwards:
that is how strongly it captivated me.
Marvelous Beauty, composition of forms.












InMy Room








Clear of Clouds.. Thunder!



it begun: Van Gogh's influence, after seeing his works for the first time,
like a contagious disease, entered my mind and hands.
Struck I was, from its lighting!








This are from earlier than this last year,
the real First Experiments:








I don't really know if it's pale Chaos, restrained in its paper borders,
or
just a song








Waving Depths 













Tears Over a Spilled Sky



Every day I would add a little piece,
I would spill a teardrop on this paper, just paper,
with everything on it 














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