After an entire year without a single new drawing here on ricordium,
here comes DoorV,
Different from everything I have ever done before.
After the works on DoorIV, i realized I wasn't satisfied by the usual act of drawing like I was before: I needed something new, something more.
Still haven't found it though.. not even after all this time.
What you'll see here is just the first attempt
of change.
I was thinking:
maybe I should just
and do as the Colors command me.
I did.
Then I was disgusted by the result.
Then now it's my favorite.
Maybe I'm just Ahead, of myself?
I hurt All Of You.
the story behind this is a painful One.
As always, all I'll leave is a song.
(but which one?)
This is for YOU: Chained Together
This is for YOU: Flying though the Waves Together
This is for YOU: Diving into the Wind Together
Start Anew
(from the past)
where is this from?
AlternaTinfinite
the very face from DoorIV's Infinite.
Only, from a new point of view: my new point of view at the time.
Every time it changes, as I do.
InterioriZe
always wondered what we were like, Inside.
And what's better than opening up, and see?
Just a Little bit more
the beginning of the past May it was..as I was 18.
About to turn 19, about to enter the Ending of the End.
Time flew too fast, too fast.
If I could just..
have
a little bit more.
Face in the Dust
this one is more an idea than a drawing:
as a result of a terrible failure, I burnt
a paper on which a face I had just painted.
I then took out the dust and used it
to paint
a face.
"What's really out there"
My painting spot in my old house was just next to
a winDoor,
below all the people walking and passing by.
I asked myself what that was really
all about.
ButWhere, Flies?
Just colors,
accidentally,
taking forms and then
with their newly forged bodies,
escaping.
But where?
Self-Portrait into the Blue
TheodorenCe Park - The moving Fortress
spending a day at the Park..
now, a year later, I look at this and see it
just like I do in my memories:
blurred, distant,
Magical.
Look Orange
At the Beginning of the Last Year, I got
fixated on ClockWork Orange.
The first time I ever saw it, I had to watch it immediately afterwards:
that is how strongly it captivated me.
Marvelous Beauty, composition of forms.
InMy Room
Clear of Clouds.. Thunder!
it begun: Van Gogh's influence, after seeing his works for the first time,
like a contagious disease, entered my mind and hands.
Struck I was, from its lighting!
This are from earlier than this last year,
the real First Experiments:
I don't really know if it's pale Chaos, restrained in its paper borders,
or
just a song
Waving Depths
Tears Over a Spilled Sky
Every day I would add a little piece,
I would spill a teardrop on this paper, just paper,
with everything on it
Just Art ▲ ▼ Door I ▼
















